ALONE..:(

I live in this life that is not a life,

With friends that aren’t friends,

With a family that isn’t a family,

With people who aren’t people.

Nothing is real, it is all fake.

My life is just a movie,

As I watch it pass by,

I watch everything fall apart 

Right in front of my eyes. 

Everything fails while there is nothing

That I could ever do to fix anything.

I am falling into the darkness

But nobody notices

Nobody can save me

I am left here, 

A person

Who is not really a person

But the shattered remains

Of what used to exist

But what is now dead.

I lay, slowly dying

In my life that is not a life.